After a long time remembered about scribbling on my blog, not because I want anybody to read but to remind myself that we started a journey, so different from others that it was exciting and scary at the beginning, but that it has taken its course and we are more settled now than when we started.
All the unexpected turns and curves all the ups and downs have made us more mettle and flexible. I love it more than I thought. Elijah is turning 10 in 2 months and and I did not expect her to be so wonderful prudent and fun to be with. From a a moody dull screaming, tantrum throwing toddler to a smiling pleasant fun loving observant adolescent is so marvelous. Off course she has few meltdowns,but sometimes she is even more better than a so called typical normal child.
How she changed herself and myself is a wonderful story.. I was a person who couldn't see the beauty of anything around. Perhaps a person who who thought happiness is to be achieved in due course of time by practising and doing certain things everybody does. And happiness was not present but future. OHHH.. How can I thank god enough for my daughter, who taught me happiness is present and future, happiness is finding w
What you want now and what you want in future. Love my kid to the chore for being patient with me for every time I shouted at her, screamed on for trying hard to mould her into the so called perfect child to the standards of the world. Instead her instead she never gave upon me and looked onto me every single time we made a mistake together. Her trust made me strong, and we would stand up together from where we stumbled gather from the place we fall and start walking the distances we are to reach.
So far we are doing good.
It would be so wrong not to mention husband, who always gave us the space, to keep up what we started, who always met our needs, and walked with us without meddling and gave us assurance that I am with u where ever you go.
God is great and his plans wonderful...I thought my life is a chaos when we diagnosed Elijah as autistic, I didnt know Gods plan. I dont know but I am thankful that I am Mother of a wonderful girl, and he chose me for this wonderful job.
All the unexpected turns and curves all the ups and downs have made us more mettle and flexible. I love it more than I thought. Elijah is turning 10 in 2 months and and I did not expect her to be so wonderful prudent and fun to be with. From a a moody dull screaming, tantrum throwing toddler to a smiling pleasant fun loving observant adolescent is so marvelous. Off course she has few meltdowns,but sometimes she is even more better than a so called typical normal child.
How she changed herself and myself is a wonderful story.. I was a person who couldn't see the beauty of anything around. Perhaps a person who who thought happiness is to be achieved in due course of time by practising and doing certain things everybody does. And happiness was not present but future. OHHH.. How can I thank god enough for my daughter, who taught me happiness is present and future, happiness is finding w
What you want now and what you want in future. Love my kid to the chore for being patient with me for every time I shouted at her, screamed on for trying hard to mould her into the so called perfect child to the standards of the world. Instead her instead she never gave upon me and looked onto me every single time we made a mistake together. Her trust made me strong, and we would stand up together from where we stumbled gather from the place we fall and start walking the distances we are to reach.
So far we are doing good.
It would be so wrong not to mention husband, who always gave us the space, to keep up what we started, who always met our needs, and walked with us without meddling and gave us assurance that I am with u where ever you go.
God is great and his plans wonderful...I thought my life is a chaos when we diagnosed Elijah as autistic, I didnt know Gods plan. I dont know but I am thankful that I am Mother of a wonderful girl, and he chose me for this wonderful job.
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